YThursday, June 29, 2006
Great meeting up with Ong Lai!!
Wow! today had been a fantastic day! went for work fm 12-5, then went to meet ong lai for dinner. wah! she is still as crazy as ever. pinch me until i blue black! violent woman. ><>
woah, all the sales at all the boutiques are driving me crazy! esp mango and zara. rocks my world! i bought a dress fm zara for $50. initially it was $75! the dress is super nice. i m not lying, i swear. haha. yah, i love the dress. act there were so many things i wanted to buy fm zara, but for the sake of my bangkok trip, i decided against buying all the clothes i tried today. which is so wasted. aargh. cus they are all rather worth it! not cheap, but still worth it. anyway, the queue at zara was so damn long today. queued for almost 20mins just to try on the clothes. oh man. wanted to buy another dress fm mango n one more fm topshop cus they are sooooooooooo pretttaaayyy! but i dint. :( and ong lai dint help by saying:"thailand cheaper but the qlty is noo good. u have to look at the quality!" and i was so tempted. seriously, if i am not going bangkok, i ll ve bought all 3 dresses today. oh god. Shopping at these boutiques rocks my world! miss the times when me, hsulin and jen will go to these boutiques to shop. hHaha.
We spent a real long time shopping. so tired fm the walking and q-ing up. wah, q-ing up is the most tiring thing man. aft that, we went to mac for an ice cream n a drink b4 heading home. on the train back, we took some photos. they all look the same but some are taken by me, n some are taken by her. haha. gonna upload them soon! needa get the adapter fm brownie, then upload the photos here. i love ong lai! so sad tat she is going to mexico already. wanted to invite her to my bday celebration! :(
love you ong lai. remember to get me something fm mexico! esp the cheap zara! haha.
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YMonday, June 26, 2006
Got my pay today!
today is time to collect my pay fm shoe shop! though its not alot, the idea of having some money in my pocket rocks! haha. gonna get my tuition pay on wed too. so excited. gonna bring these money to thailand. shd be enuff i guess. anyway i think things always turn for the better when u have a real bad day. a few days back, i was feeling so lonely n depressed, thinking that i ve no friends and stuff. and today, many of my sec sch frens asked me out n i am really exhilarated!
ong lai asked me out for dinner today but i dint go cus i m working. damn. i really need to make time to meet her cus its been quite a few times that we wanted to meet but to no avail! i miss crazy ong lai! haha. so envious that she is going to mexico. then shixiu ask me out tml. i mean, we ve been speaking of meeting for quite long already but dont ve the chance. hai. cus of my work. but i cant make it tml too, so we arent meeting. but i promise, that the time ll come! then bok n adelia they all wana go zouk on wed n i m most prob gonna join them. but i ve work at 11am on thurs. how? i ve no idea as well. i may not be going. see first. its so sick. when ppl ask me out, i cant go n a few days back, i was upset cus no one asked me out. how? shd i go out clubbbing with bok they all?? i got lotsa things to gossip with my dear bok bok! haha. kinda excited about going out. think i ll jus go lah. i mean, now is the hols. if i dont go, needa wait till when? right, i ll go on wed aft my work at 10 pm.
anyway me n bok gossiped about the bar job today on the phone for quite long. realised that many ppl do not like the job n are planning to quit soon. the manager only give me 2 days to work this week! whathefark. 2 frigging days. :( and the timing is 11pm to 6am. fark. i was so pissed. gimme so little days to work then gimme sucky timings. i was thinking of quitting after this sat. since next week i m going thailand n cant work then next next week is FOC. well, i think i ll quit this sat. yay! feel really happy to be liberated fm that sucky job. though shoe job pays little, i m gonna work this week for them cus the bosses are not bad compared to the ones in bar job. so tml, i m going back to shoe shop! hehe. aft the thai trip n FOC n my bday, i m gonna jus work 4 times a day at shoe shop till sch starts. then teach tuition too. in this way, i can earn some money n also meet up with frens. i ve postponed my meeting with many frens still the week before sch starts. mus make sure i meet them! miis all my frens so much. mmm.. toook a photo with bok n the gals at the bar but its in brownie's com. wana upload it here! :(
alright cant wait to meet up with everyone! miss everyone! nothing much happened today except that i went for survey job n earned quite some money n also collected my pay fm shoe shop. yippee! today is a neutral day. so here is a prettay photo to brighten up my day! stolen fm pegs bloggie. hehe. 
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YSunday, June 25, 2006
Happy Happy Jaws
I am really happy today! Well, u can say its rainbow after the rain. or whatever idiom there is to describe my feelings right now. Cus yest, i had a major row with K which left feeling depressed n really upset. i felt so irritated and i thought life was so unfair to me. but we decided to talk things thru calmly n after a while, our argument was resolved. and i called in sick for my job yest. Really dint feel like working yest. had this anti-bar-job-syndrome, which reached its maximum yest. i was so happy i dint go for work! haha. though i earn $40 less for missing yest. i met up with K for supper then turned in at 2am. for the first time, i could slp early n that really made me very happy! i realise that many ppl can be very grouchy when they do not have enuff slp.
and i actually woke up to teach tuition today. yay! i finally managed to wake up to teach tuition! the gal is a really quiet and nice gal. it was a joy teaching her. :) then went with my younger sis n qiao n K to bugis. i saw sooooo many things i wanted to buy! but i kept telling myself. no way. i needa save money. for bangkok. cant buy anything today. n i cant believe it! i dint buy any clothes today! haha. but i bought quite a couple of stuff fm body shop cus they are really having major sales! who can resist the lure of body shop sales? haha. bought an eye makeup remover gel, 2 small body butters (for Brownie and my sis) , and the most lovable irrisistable strawberry body polish! haha. ok, i was kinda sad when i had to part with my money but i really think they are very good buys! i feel like going back to buy more when i get my pay fm shoe shop tml. haha. so glad that both my sis n Brownie like the body butters! yay! i think body shop rocks. :)
then, after a looooong day of shopping in squeezy Bugis, me n brownie wanted to eat something good. but we dint wana eat at a cafe again. i remembered Bok and Adelia told me that there is an eatery called "xiao yang-er" at bugis. so we headed there. but the whole street is lined with steamboat buffets n we dint know which one to choose! wanted to eat tian tian huo guo but it was kinda exp. then xiao yang-er was so packed. so we settled for another steamboat restaurant called "shanghai crusine". the price is the same as yang-er. not very cheap. but we decided to have that anyway cus we act took a really long time deciding on which restaurant to choose. the food there is pretty good. mayb u could try it next time! anyway, i decided on that restaurant in the end, cus there was aircondition, it wasnt as packed n Zoe tay went there to eat before. hahahah. well, had a really sumptous dinner. wanted to take lotsa pictures but we were so busy eating. haha. and i wore so slack today! anyway, here is one photo of us aft we filled our stomachs. its kinda not nice. but i still like it. haha. i look really fat in the photo! and with no makeup n everything. but today is a happy day, so here it goes: 
Alright, thats for today. i still cant believe i survived thru tuition n my strong shopping temptation today! yay! :)
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YSaturday, June 24, 2006
Damn pissed off at work. aargh.
I was damn frigging pissed off at work yest! aargh!! ok, first of all, i went to Bugis yest with my younger sis. Fearing that i ll be late for work, i rushed all the way down to CQ, leaving my sis n her fren behind. and when i reached, there was no punch cards and i realised my manager took them all with him. so, i rushed up to him n asked for my punch card, cus if i m late, he ll minus my pay again, which is damn unfair! you know what? instead of giving me my punch card, he scolded me for coming so late when i was actually punctual! and he kept scolding me and in the end, he asked me to go up to the locker room first n refused to give me my punch card. When i came down fm the room, i was already 3 freaking mins late n i was so frustrtated!! i was punctual ook? and i couldnt punch in. what kind of logic is it? then now i gotta minus off $3 cos i m 3 mins late. Tell me, is it fair to me? wah, damn bloody pissed until i cried at work yest. so angry!!
it was kinda funny i think. cus i was crying n quarrelling with him at the same time n everone was looking. n everyone was prolly thinking, "what the heck? she dares to quarrel with him?" cus although everyone hates him, no one dare to say anything. i think everyone was pretty shocked yest. seriously, what kind of logic is this man? it was obvious he was dragging time when he kept talking to me n scolding me, so that i ll be late n he can cut my pay. it was so obvious ok? i mean, he could have told me fm the start that he is not gonna give me the punch card unless i leave my bag upstairs first. but he dint. he lept wasting my time n talking to me, and scolding me n whatever shit. then, he told me to go up n put my bag first. what the.. in that way, i was already late n had to pay $3 for nothing. absolutely NOTHING!! aargh. so pissed. ><
Oh, and to add on to the fire, i quarrelled with my fren yest. i was quite angry with her act, cus every single time i ask her out, she isnt free. what the hell. u tell me u r my very good fren, yet every single time i date you, u cant make it. u say u are busy,and u ve no time to go out, yet the next day u are going out with ur junior or whoever. i feel that you dont ever make time for me at all. not even once. Actually, i wanted to talk about my bday plans with u but u cant even afford to pick up ur golden phone. forget it man. you have changed alot. and i think, it may be better that we become acquaintances or normal frens. i hate it when u say u are my good fren yet u are never there at all. forget it man. u ve changed too much, beyond my recognition.
Well, to end off on a good note, i called m.y. yest n we chatted for ard 1/2 an hr on the phone. so happy to hear her voice! love you gal.. :) M.Y. is going to Japan for her summer program! omg. for one n a half months! Feel so happy for her! Love you gal. kinda sad that we cant meet up this hols, but she promised to meet up when sch starts. n i believe she ll definitely meet up unlike someone else above, who has been saying about meeting up for 2 yrs now, n doesnt even make the effort to do so. maintaining a friendship requires alot of efforts n it doesnt come easy. m.y. is really one of the sweetest gals ard. really thanks alot for being there! :) Here are some photos of us, haha: think we were at TAKA. :) 
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YWednesday, June 21, 2006
Registering for GEs today- Disastrous!
Alright, so i woke up damn early today, at 1130am to register for my GEs. Kinda anxious cus for CS subjects, there is no waiting list. it is based on first come first served. So i heard that Shimin n Colin are taking 318-an editing class n i decided to take it as a GE as well. since it is a rather useful class and they are taking it as well. but when the time came for registration, i couldnt take it at all! cus my photojourn class (313) clashes with 318. being the "intelligent" me, i saw that there was an option in STARS which allowed u to drop subjects. Thus, i happily went to drop 313 tut 2 as a Prescribed, thinking that i can add it back,but this time, as 313 tut 1. This will fulfil my wish of taking 318, n at the same time i can take 313 tut 1 as a prescribed. and u noe what, after dropping 313 tut 2, i couldnt add 313 tut 1 as a PE!! cus today is registration for general electives only, and i cant add PE today.
that got me really anxious.cus photojourn is such a popular class n i ve one PE less. In order to keep calm, i went to add 318 as a GE first as the vacancies are dwindling by the minute. initially, there were 5 vacancies.by the time i added it, there were only 3 left. after which, i looked at 313 tut 1 slots n realised there were only 2 slots left! i was so nervous n scared cus i tot i might jus end up with no photojourn to take n may have to take stupid statistics class? omg. So, being the "intelligent" me again, i went to add 313 tut 1 as a GE!! Cus i wanted to secure the slots first. I think Colin n Shimin both tot i was mad when i told them i added it as a GE. haha. in the end, i had 2 PEs, and 4 GEs!! which was absolutely ridiculous. So i called Miss Susan Lai, and asked for her help. and she kindly helped me change my 313 fm a GE to a PE. oh my. it was just ridiculous! i have never had such a dramatic experience registering for subjects before! mmm.. THanks to Moon anyway, for providing me with Miss Susan's number. haha. THanks alot!
Anyway i was reading moon's blog n saw some funny comments by the football commentators. hilarious. i remember one too. this commentator was saying:" Its really sad that Zidane is bald at such a young age. such a poor chap." and i was like, "hello! you are supposed to be talking about the match! why are you talking about the captain's hair?" its just wierd. sometimes i really wonder what is going thru their heads at the moment. but its pretty funny n entertaining. haha.
alright, thats it for now. needa get ready for work. i have a looooooong night ahead. gonna work for cati then bar. wow. gonna be tired. See u!
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Happy 2years and 5months baby dearie!
Today had been a normal day. Woke up at 345pm! I watched soccer till 6am yest and meddled ard with html and blog skins. Look! i have a new blog skin! so happy that everyone thinks my new blog skin is nice. yeah! thanks people. :) i only started giving out my blog address to ppl, and it feels really great to have ppl complimenting it! so happy.
Anyway today is me and brownie's 2years and 5mths together! cant believe we have been together for so long already! love you keongkie. kinda sad that we dint celebrate today cus i m busy working. well, what to do? needa save money for bangkok trip! So, here is just telling you my dear, hope we ll be together happily forever and ever! yay!
anyway talking about bangkok, i m really excited! went peggy's blog n saw all the prettay dresses she bought fm there! cant wait man. i mean, i get one dress for $50 at far east n pegs got one at only $12! omg omg. i hereby promise not to spend anymore fm now till 3july when i m going to bangkok! cant wait, seriously. keep thinking of all the fabulous things that i m gonna buy there.
Alright, nothing much to say today. did 9surveys for the job today. great! tml is the sub reg for GEs and practicum. hope i get all that i want. ok, nighty! Here's photo of me n brownie which i love alot. :) here's for you dar! 
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YTuesday, June 20, 2006
Alright, 3 blogs in a row are making my wrists tired. i have things that i wana say yet forgot along the way. well, never mind then. needa blog now cus over the weekend, ll be real busy.
anyway i finally made time to go out with my dearest Brownie last weekend! it was so fun! i took some photos along the way. will upload here soon! i only took a few photos though. regret! went with brownie to fish n co for my treat of favourite SEAFOOD PLATTER! Yay! then went far east shopping, where i bought a lovely lovely eyelet dress for $50. not exactly cheap but its lovely. love it so much. think i ll wear it out with brown on our next outing. yay! i have been so busy lately that meeting up with brownie is such an amazing thing. i mean, last time, going out with him is something so normal. and we do that like every single weekend, going to all the different shopping malls etc etc. but now, i prefer going out with him only once in a long while, cus it makes the whole experience so much more memorable. even a dinner at fish n co and shopping at far east with him could be so fun! i love brownie! MUACKS!
he had been treating me these days cus i m broke. cant wait for my pay this weekend! i m gonna treat him to something nice. buy a top for him n treat him to this posh jap restaurant. shun bian celebrate our 2yrs and 5mths together! i love baby brownie so much! :) i really wana treat him to something good aft i get my pay. yay !
anyway i m now doing this survey job for my sch. the usual cati. but this one, the pay rocks! a completed survey earns me $7 to $14. the more surveys i complete, the higher each completed survey ll be. i did 8 today in a short 4 hours! so happy.which means i can earn $56 to $112 just on 8 surveys, depending on how many completed surveys i do in the end. well, i can say this survey job rocks my world! love it! it isnt very difficult to convince the ppl to do ur survey but when u get rejected, it sucks lah. well,i m certainly looking forward to doing this job again tml! :)
yay, so excited about going to bangkok soon. cant wait for this getaway! gonna shop shop shop. shopping is the best form of therapy any gal can get.
anyway eug got into a bike accident! aww. me n dap may be visiitng tml or on thurs. poor thing him. went to play bike with shawn. so dangerous. cant believe i used to sit on bikes every night home when i worked in alley. dont think i ll ever try again. after hearing andrew, richmond, and then now, eug all got into accident. oh man. keong doesnt like me taking motorbikes home either.
anyway had a really long talk with hwee sim yest. she is the sweetest lah! love talking to her man. and i finally got a sms fm manyi yest too! she's been busy with work. guess everyone's busy with work lately. cant wait to meet them! ame too! havent seen ame in like a year? thats ridiculous! she say we ll definietely meet up aft july. i really hope so! i wanted to meet up with her on my bday. but i think she cant make it. so sad. ame really changed quite alot. not like the old ame i used to noe. but still wana meet up with her n catch up on old times. miss all my darling frens. thanks hwee sim for always being by my side for every single thing. u are the sweetest, darling gal! we are definitely gonna meet up soon yah? yeah~
alright, Samuel's band is outta superband already. :( we still have tix to go in cus my sis knows lucify. but i dont feel like going anymore since qinobe is out already. samuel, u noe u rock. dont be too sad k? remember that ur frens will always be by ur side. :)
ok, i shall post some phtos soon when i have more time. needa watch the match al
ready! nights. Muacks. :* meanwhile, here's a photo of me n my fav hweesim. :) Love you gal!
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Somehow, this yr, i dont get as excited about the world cup as the last one 4 yrs back. mayb its bcause there are other things bugging me like stupid projects and money problems! well, but i still gotta say that i have been watching some of the matches, esp those with my favourite Brazil and Argentina. Ronaldinho rocks my world! if only i can interview him one day. oh man. thats gonna be my dream. and i promise i ll fulfil it one day! gonna make full use of my journalistic skills. haha. Ronaldinho, here i come!! Love you! anyway, i jus discovered that he is 180 cm tall and 80kg. he certainly doesnt look that tall and big. somehow. well, i dont really care. as long as he continues to play well, he ll always be the best soccer player in my heart. Ronaldinho, i love you! :) somehow, Zidane has failed to impress in this world cup. watched him play against switzerland. he was good, yes. but france's teamwork jus isnt good enuff. i vividly rem zidane quarrelling with his team mate while on the field. mmm. no good no good.
England. another of my favourite. havent really caught them in action yet. cus everytime they play, i m working. and cant really stop to watch. jus rem that the only goal they scored against some country was an own goal. erm. not very impressive. Go England! i love you guys! anyway they are playing later at 3am. and im so excited to watch them play! cant wait. one of the few times when i can watch soccer in the comfort of my own house rather than sneaking into a dark corner of Bungee's and trying to watch. i practically hid in a corner thruout the whole of Brazil's match against Aussie cus i badly wanted to watch it!
Yah, i think Germany plays well too. though i dont support them. kinda disappointed that they changed the goalkeeper! i mean, i really liked the old one. what was his name? wolfgang? whatever. just kinda sad. but my dad says this new one is much better. mmm. lets watch n see. saw him in action jus now. not bad. He was quite flexible.
alrighty, Japan put up some disappointing shows. dont think they can make it into top 16 which is really sad. and Korea isnt any better. kinda disappointed. i tot Korea played much better than Japan but they lost to France, which weakens their chance of getting in.
Well, life's a bitch isnt it? u cant get ur way all the time. fight hard for ur goals and ur dreams! i really hope brazil ll get champs again this yr, with Argetina or England coming in 2nd. way to go dudes! i make it my goal to interview you guys next time when i m in the industry! Soccer watching kinda rocks my world. even when i am broke and feel like i cant survive sans money. mmm. it must be the handsome dudes with their amazing dribbling skills. :)
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Woah. Havent blogged for a long long time. Where shall i start? oh well, lets start fm the day of i started working in Tim's bar. Well, its very tiring and you gotta do alot to earn ur 8 bucks per hr but its fun! the idea of earning $8 an hr rather than miserable $4.50 gives me the motivation to carry on everytime. and it so happens that all the gals working there happen to noe each other, and bok is there too! with these lovely gals ard, i look forward to working everyday as it is so fun n we all can click together like one big family. well, what can i say? THanks Tim! for bringing me and bok they all into this job! i love bok so much. work with her is always so lively n interesting. i must say this job has brought me much closer to bok as compared to our jc days when i dint even noe her well. and i must say, i definitely ll be dating her and the rest out even after the job ends! :) So happy.
Oh well, i spent only one day rushing for my indesign poster, brochure and invitation card designs last mon when my deadline was last tues. and i couldnt finish it on time. ended up handing in really slip shoddy work which i hate. i think i ll never take intersem again if there's a chance. there's no motivation to work hard at all! all i wana do is work, earn money and go shopping. oh man. well, i have a very bad feeling i ll get really bad grades for 226. mmm. wad to do. i dint even put in efforts at all. ppl did 8 pages for brochure, i only did 1 page. omg! well, its all over, so i shall stop dwining on it. and yah, the liberation day came last thurs at 330 pm when the exams were over! i was exhilarated. the exams were manageable i must say. but everytime i think about the slip shoddy work i handed in for project, i feel kinda disappointed with myself. :( ok, yup, so i had been working for the past weekend after exams ended, in Bungee Bar. tiring but fun. i calculated, only working for a few days, but can get alot of money! i think my pay is gonna be $500 for just a few days of work in Bungee. That rocks! Well, i needa save up my money cus i am constantly in debts. :( Need to pay off all my debts before i can start sspending money. although i havent been keeping true to my promise. hai!
Alright, i shall talk about other things in the next entry as i dont like my entries to be long. :)
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YSunday, June 04, 2006
NUS Business school's advertisement sucks! i seriously wonder who thought of that advert. Its kinda embarrassing, comparing themselves to top 10 business schools in the world, and making them sound like they are the best. it just looks like a whole marketing tactic gone very wrong. eew. i cringed at the commercial when i saw it on tv. the filming is rather bad too. but i will not comment on that since the idea of the adv surpasses all its negative points. its the evil of the evil. oh my god. the idea is just ridiculously bad. i mean, i liked last year's adv. it was creative and rather cool. but this year's idea, in my opinion, will not even attract anyone to wana enter the school! if i m making my choice in choosing a uni,and i had wanted to choose NUS, i would have changed my mind aft that. seriously, i think the adv shd be suspended. it is very EMBARRASSING.
anyway, i am not in NUS so i dont really care as much. jus giving my opinions on the issue. i wonder what my sch mates think. if it isnt the sch hols now, we will defitely have an enjoyable time criticising this commercial! i can imagine how fun it ll be. haha.
Well, had really bad cramps today. hurt like mad. and couldnt do practically anything today. damn sian. just kept eating and then slacking on my sofa, writing my articles. actually i jus finished writing like a few min back. i cant believe i wrote my articles fm 3p.m. all the way till 1 a.m. today. haha. was watching toy story while watching as well. it is a good story! watched it a couple of times b4 but still wana watch it again. its one of those feel good shows where you wouldnt mind watching it again n again. just like 50 first dates. brings back good memories of me and k. awww.. love k to bits! love you wk! muacks.
yah, i have decided to bid for 3 necklaces i saw online. hope i win them! but i ll be at work tml when the bid ends. and i dont know wad to do man. damn. i really like them alot and i have calculated, i only need to pay $11, including postage for 3 lovely necklaces. i mean, how cheap is that? i havent came up with a plan yet, on bidding tml but i guess i ll do something about it. mmm.. hope i win them! yeah man. they are all so nice n cool.
alright, i m gonna bathe now. dirty big lazeball me. i need to exercise! i seriously cant wait for intersem to be over. after which, i will conc on working and meeting up with all my beloved darlings! i misss you gals! cant wait to meet up soon. nights.
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YSaturday, June 03, 2006
i am so tired from the continuous few days of work. and all i earn is kinda little! aargh. i have decided, i am gonna work in Tim's bar after my intersem. seriously, 8bucks an hr is so much better than 4.5bucks an hr! i am being exploited! although i do admit that being a waitress is slightly tougher and the working hrs are like shit, but 8 bucks an hr can allow me so much more luxury when i go to thailand! cant wait to go man. i ve calculated. if i m not gonna shop alot in bkk, 400 to 500 bucks shd be enuff. dont think i need more than that. and my pay on 25th june ll prob be ard $450, which makes it a comfortable amount to bring with me to thailand to shop. hope i have enuff when the time comes! :)
so glad tml is off day. i will come back aft tuition to rush my 2 mag articles. aft that, i ll do the indesign layout for the bar article. if i still have time, i ll most prob work on my assignments. cus i wana be free fm sch aft 9jun! i wana spend some days working n resting while studying for exams. dont wana waste time doing the stupid assignments anymore! alright, thats it man. i dont wana waste time ranting on about sch anymore. it makes me wana throw up.
Anyway, i jus won another top online today. its a really nice A&F polo tee! :) yeah. cant wait to get it! the prob is that i dont have enough money with me now. mmm. think i ll borrow fm K. he is the best best best! hehe. i love you WK. :)
mmmm. i need more money! i saw these really cool necklaces on ebay n i cant wait to have them. but i am very broke. n i cant afford to buy anymore things. :( thats really sad. oh i bought a pistol charm today! how cool is that? love it to bits! and i created a necklace too! love the necklace man. its gold with two lightning bolts charms. doesnt it sound cool? haha. alright, thats about it. needa slp early today cus i ve tuition tml. sick. its already 2am!! how on earth am i gonna wake up? sick. k, i am gona slp in a while!
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YThursday, June 01, 2006
School is freaking me out. We spent 3 hrs in the foyer of sch today just discussing about magazine layout. and we did not attend the class at all. i cant believe we spent such a long time in the foyer talking about the layout for our mag, skipped class, and all we came up with was just 3 miserable pages of layout. :( and i felt that i couldnt contribute much cus i am not a very good person to approach when it comes to layout and design. worse still, our teacher didnt even teach us layout n indesign at all. wad the... but we figured it was because he felt that 5 weeks is too short a period to impart his indesign skills to us. which is pretty sad. seriously, this is a layout, or rather desktop publishing class. but i dont feel like i learnt anything thats related to design n layout. which was wad i hoped to achieve by the end of this intersem. wad a disappointment. all we ve been learning is more related to mag publishing n journalism. i mean, to me, it works as well, cus i am specialising in journalism. but it jus disappoints cus you dont get what you had expected. :(
alright, anyway i have lotsa deadlines to meet for the next two weeks which is freaking me out. next mon is the deadline for my articles. i m suposed to write it today, according to my pre planned schedule, but i did not. aft a long day in sch n at work, all i wanted to was have a good rest aft i reach home! and so here i m, blogging away, n doing soome online shopping. Bought a really cute tee shirt. really scared i cant fit into it. but its really cute. shall post the picture up in my next entry. :)
ok time to put on the blue hat n organise myself. Fri work-11 to 10 pm. Sat work-12 to 8. Sun tuition 12 to 130pm. maybe go swimming with sis. then do articles and mag layout. Mon work till 7pm. finish up mag layout. this is basically my plan for now. need to stick to it! i feel really stressed n tired. you noe, like u are stressed about something but u dont feel like doing anything about it? thats exactly wad i m feeling right now. that sucks. :(
my fren smsed me today n asked if i wana work part time at the bar he is working at. I was thinking, since i ve prior experience in working in bars, mayb i shd jus give it a try. the pay is good. much much better than the sucky pay i m earning now in my shoe shop. :( but i feel really bad cos my boss is so nice n i dont want to back out on him when i already promised to work till aug. damn. if only he isnt nice. then i can leave without any obligations. :( damn!
my main concerns now are: 1) finish this intersem without any disastrous failures or whatever. 2) earn as much money as i can.
i wana have enough money to spend comfortably when i go to bangkok in July. i dont wana keep depending on K for money. i wana have the power to spend my own money! but at the rate i am going, i dont think i ll have enough for thailand. mayb i shd take on the bar job asap. haha. hope i get it! ok, i am gonna shop for some stuff now. nights.
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