YThursday, November 30, 2006
I have been doing alot of thinking lately. esp after we ended our 2yr 9mths journey. now, i shall walk this path alone, but i know he will always be there as a good friend, and i am contented enough. :) somehow, he looks so much more at ease, relaxed and happier these days. i guess the r/s was too straining on him. he looked so pressured when he was with me. but these days, he seemed so much more relaxed. if he is happy, then i am too. =)
We went for dinner yest night, and i really felt so happy. being a friend without any stress, just enjoying the company of each other. i havent felt like this for a long time... but when i looked into his eyes, they were sad. i dunno if i m thinking too much, but i really felt that they looked sad. well, as for me, i have been crying every single night since a mth ago, so today, i promise myself not to shed anymore tears. today, i shall start my life afresh!! embrace what comes my way...
i was supposed to go exercise, start up my online shop, and watch finish all the vcds i have. well, last sat i started my online shop. and sun i went to the gym. but for the past few days, i have been nua-ing at home watching vcds. Goong rocks! i am so in love with Joo Ji Hoon and Kim Jung Hoon now! woohoo!! but watching the show reminds me of wk, and i end up in tears all the time. i just finished watching Goong today, so tml ll be a brand new day for me! =)
yay, going out with many ppl in the days to come. i wana move on and embrace my singlehood. no, i wont forget the happy times we had together, just keep them in my memories, and cherish the friendship with him now. yah, that is how it shd be.
ok, time to get organised. 1) sat-dinner with SX. finally his exams r over! SX is such a nice friend, cant wait to see him! 2) sun-vivo with minyi. really miss her!! 3) next fri- meeting with hweesim. yah, another good friend of mine. we had been friends since pri sch. unbelievable right? i do cherish this valuable friendship with her.
yah, thats it for now. i dont want to meet up with too many ppl all at once. slowly and gradually. gotta wait for manyi to finish her exams then she can meet me n minyi for KTV!! ok, i m picking pieces of my life again. i am looking forward to it!! =)
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