YSaturday, January 06, 2007
Happy New Year Everyone!!
Hey ppl, its a whole new year again! Time flies, doesnt it? I feel like i had barely done anything much and the year is gone. Recalling the year of 2006, i say that it had been a rather fulfiling year. It had also really been a very DRAMATIC one as well. haha. Thinking back, i feel that getting to know Carrie from Michigan is a highlight. She had let me in alot on her American culture and how different it is from Singapore's. The endless partying nights with her had been really fun too. I miss you, Carrie. Another highlight would be Samuel's superband competition. Going to support him at mediacorp every week and getting to know many other ppl from the competition had been a fun one. It was great experience knowing these ppl cus i know that they are very good contacts that i need for my reporting next time as well. hehe. and Diya got into Superstar and is currently doing extremely well in the competition. she is now in the top 3 of the girl's category. Everyone, we gotta give her lotsa support! jia you Diya! One more highlight would be that i got the best results of my uni life in year 2 sem 2. Have never seen so many As in my uni life before. That was a very huge encouragement to me. Somehow, all the fulfiling things seemed to happen in the first half of the yr while the dramatic things happen in the second half. haha.
for the dramatic parts, wow, a whole lot. my very dramatic break up with him had finally ended.We broke and patch so many times and last yr october, he decided to end it once n for all. it was heartbreaking and certainly not for the faint hearted, i.e. me. i am such a hopeless romantic at heart, and i felt so upset for the past few months. it was so hard to get by and i spend every single night, without fail, drowning in my pool of tears. my social life dwindled and all i can remember is waking up to tears, calling him and crying till he hung up on me, and then slping in my tear-drenched pillows. it was horrible. it is probably one of the most dramatic thing that had ever happened in my life considering that i had never taken any past relationships as seriously before. well, we are still friends now, and i am slowly embracing singlehood. :) so, i guess it is probably and hopefully, a blessing in disguise.
and then, the second dramatic thing would have to be internship. it was a whole lot of disappointment and competition and mounting tension. friends who were vying for the same company found it weird and awkward to speak to each other. everyone felt nervous waiting for the interview results to be out, and for me, it was so disappointing when i knew that i was rejected. but as i mentioned before, things happen for a reason and i am glad that i got into sph. but hell yeah, it was such a dramatic period for all of us.
then there was the conflict between me, hsu and sy. it was crazy, ridiculous and funny, on hindsight. things could have been different if we handled everything differently. dramatic, yes. do i regret it? no. for me, whatever's happened cannot be changed, so i am fine with the outcome. at least i dont need to pretend to be nice to her in sch if i see her now. i can just ignore her openly, which is good!! :)
and then there was the conflict with 3 ppl in sch. not exactly a direct conflict but something that snowballed till almost everyone in sch got to know it. well, that is like the most dramatic thing i had experienced in sch in 2006. it is so scary!! haha.
ok, seems like all the dramatic things really happened in the second half of the yr. but 2006, despite all its downs and dramas, had been fulfiling for me in terms of school n internship company. :) in terms of my love life, i guess i have to cope slowly. life goes on without him!! i had met up with many friends lately and i am gonna post some of our photos up in my next entry! have you all written down ur resolutions? i had! and i am going to fulfil them! love, jaws.
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