YMonday, August 14, 2006
Second week of school somehow feels wierd.
today is monday. first day of second week. but somehow, i feel shaggified. like lotsa things went on today n there were so many lessons today. i dunno. i just feel super duper tired today. well, the fact that colin is back does make school a little more enjoyable. we all miss u colin! :)
mmm. then i had free tickets to watch a movie. to do a movie review for Chron. my god. the movie is damn crap!! 5 mins into the film, and i was like oh my, i cant believe theres still another one hr n 59mins. its super duper lame!! i am so tired after i came back to hall that i dint do anything much except talk with the gals and finished up my french hwk. oh! french is FUN. very very enjoyable. french level 2 is so much better than level 1! think cus the teacher is really nice. hahah. but basically, the movie is very bad. but i am not gonna condemn it. at least give it some tiny credits for the efforts put in. gonna write it over the weekend. this week is so busy! have lotsa things to do. aargh.
i find myself in a dilemma wheneve i go to sch nowadays. i dunno y. its like i look forward to school cus i can see all my lovely frens but whenever i go to class, i just dunt listen at all. i keep talking to Hsu and gang, if not, i am daydreaming about ice creams and chocolates. hai. i used to be very excited about class. i ll always feel really happy when the teacher talks about the syllabus on the first day of class. u noe, that kinda anticipation of learning lotsa things in class? i cant feel that ANYMORE. i enter each class and leave each class, feeling like i havent learnt anything much. aargh. i really really dunno what this kinda feeling is all about. its like a huge mixture of loss, stress and insecurity mixed into one. :(
alright, i comforted myself jus now that sch jus started, and i need some getting used to. i hope thats the case man. just that i havent found a class that i can have total confidence in the professor to impart his/her skills to us this sem. and it worries me. mmmm.. ok, i shall stop worrying. it makes me feel really SICK.
and i am running out of money! staying in hall n buying notes n tbks are damn xiong. hai. ok, i am in one of those i feel lousy mood again. and its only monday.
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