YThursday, June 01, 2006
School is freaking me out. We spent 3 hrs in the foyer of sch today just discussing about magazine layout. and we did not attend the class at all. i cant believe we spent such a long time in the foyer talking about the layout for our mag, skipped class, and all we came up with was just 3 miserable pages of layout. :( and i felt that i couldnt contribute much cus i am not a very good person to approach when it comes to layout and design. worse still, our teacher didnt even teach us layout n indesign at all. wad the... but we figured it was because he felt that 5 weeks is too short a period to impart his indesign skills to us. which is pretty sad. seriously, this is a layout, or rather desktop publishing class. but i dont feel like i learnt anything thats related to design n layout. which was wad i hoped to achieve by the end of this intersem. wad a disappointment. all we ve been learning is more related to mag publishing n journalism. i mean, to me, it works as well, cus i am specialising in journalism. but it jus disappoints cus you dont get what you had expected. :(
alright, anyway i have lotsa deadlines to meet for the next two weeks which is freaking me out. next mon is the deadline for my articles. i m suposed to write it today, according to my pre planned schedule, but i did not. aft a long day in sch n at work, all i wanted to was have a good rest aft i reach home! and so here i m, blogging away, n doing soome online shopping. Bought a really cute tee shirt. really scared i cant fit into it. but its really cute. shall post the picture up in my next entry. :)
ok time to put on the blue hat n organise myself. Fri work-11 to 10 pm. Sat work-12 to 8. Sun tuition 12 to 130pm. maybe go swimming with sis. then do articles and mag layout. Mon work till 7pm. finish up mag layout. this is basically my plan for now. need to stick to it! i feel really stressed n tired. you noe, like u are stressed about something but u dont feel like doing anything about it? thats exactly wad i m feeling right now. that sucks. :(
my fren smsed me today n asked if i wana work part time at the bar he is working at. I was thinking, since i ve prior experience in working in bars, mayb i shd jus give it a try. the pay is good. much much better than the sucky pay i m earning now in my shoe shop. :( but i feel really bad cos my boss is so nice n i dont want to back out on him when i already promised to work till aug. damn. if only he isnt nice. then i can leave without any obligations. :( damn!
my main concerns now are: 1) finish this intersem without any disastrous failures or whatever. 2) earn as much money as i can.
i wana have enough money to spend comfortably when i go to bangkok in July. i dont wana keep depending on K for money. i wana have the power to spend my own money! but at the rate i am going, i dont think i ll have enough for thailand. mayb i shd take on the bar job asap. haha. hope i get it! ok, i am gonna shop for some stuff now. nights.
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